I need a dreamcatcher! :O

       I just woke up and I just want to write a blog about my bad dream or something. I don’t know what to call it though but I know for sure that it didn’t felt good the moment I woke up.

       Around 5 am I woke up to help my mom get ready my grade 2 sister for school. I waved at her as she rode her school bus and the bus drove off. I ate a piece of chicke

n from last night’s dinner and went back to sleep, but before I go back to sleep my mom asked me to do something first and I was a little mad for I was still very sleepy that time then after I did what she asked me to do, I scurried to my bed, put blankets on and slept.

      Well the dream started with me, my twin sister and my youngest sister, the 2^nd grader, we were in a car sitting on the back seat and there is this lady squatting behind the driver seat. I don’t know why my sisters and I are like acting scared of her but then I realized she was the lead girl in “Pee Mak” Mario Maurer’s upcoming film. (We watched 4 Sisters and a Wedding last Friday, July 5, and we sat there watching trailers for an hour, including the trailer of “Pee Mak”). Then the lady

was stroking my left feet or left leg and I wasn’t acting afraid so she will stop but then she hugged the 3 of us and she was shaking her body that moment I started to be scared because she only have 2 facial expressions: A smug and a straight face. Gosh. I can’t remember what happened next because Mother Nature fucks your mind by creating scenarios in your mind while asleep and erasing some parts of it in the first 4 minutes you wake up, Then the next scene, as I can remember, was the girl from “Pee Mak” I think her name there is Nak, was with me and I was lying in a bed? Or something that is quite comfortable and she was stroking my right arm with her straight face and her unusual outfit. Oh gosh. Then that time I was so freaked out, I struggled to wake myself up and realizing that I'm already awake and the reason I felt that way was because my grade 2 sister was wrapped around my left leg, like she always do that’s why I end up having bad dreams, but there was a split second I remembered that I accompanied my sister to her school bus and saw her left, right after that split second I saw a glimpse of scene in the car Nak still stroking my left leg and a 1-second scene flashed to my eyes there was another Nak still stroking my right arm. I was so scared for the second time and I struggled to wake up and cried; now the 2 Naks are gone. There was a knock on the door. There were 2 students buying a pen from me. What? I can’t remember a scene after that I was just already lying on the bed and I heard my mom whispering
“ Iya, anak gising na, gising na.” (“Iya, Wake up, wake up”)

I just thought and realized that my mom doesn’t wake me up that way especially when I’m oversleeping already (My mom’s an early bird no matter how late she sleeps, she still wakes up around 3 to 4 am). And then I woke up again, Now it was real, this was real. I touched my face and felt a drop of tear near my eyes; I sat on my bed as rush of emotions and thoughts flood my head. I told my mom, I dreamt of myself sleeping and lying down to the same place and position I was in. She just nodded. I was silent and wasn’t offended by my mom’s nod because she’s the type of person that doesn’t give too much attention to small things that if an adult reacts to, it’ll be 2x scarier.

        I think I had this terrible dream because, yesterday my twin sister and I are trying to write a novel or a story hahaha, and I thought it would be nice if I try horror. Another reason I think is that I’ve been so busy and stressed lately that I don’t kiss and hug my youngest sister anymore and I am always mad at my mom. Tsk. Tsk.

       

        What if I was really supposed to die today, July 9, 2013, if it wasn’t for my mom who woke me up in my dream, I’ll totally be dead right now, or struggling to breath. I went outside after my mom nodded, I look at the trees and inhaled the cold fresh air, and I realized that God is real. He knows that I was mad at my mom before I went back to sleep so he used the image of my mom to wake me up. That no matter how mad I am to my mom, she’ll always be my mom and she’ll always be there to protect me and to guide me.

   
        They say, if you see yourself in your dream sleeping in the exact place you were sleeping on, you are experiencing a “Bangungot” “Nightmare”, and it can end your life. Before, I was so scared every time they talk about it, they even say it’s in our genes that we are prone on having “Bangungots” because a lot of our ancestors died while sleeping, and they never woke up.

    I mentioned the movie “Pee Mak” several times in this blog and I have no intention to ruin its reputation, instead I think this blog and / or dream of mine is a complete compliment that Thailand makes good movies and trailers, horror or not.